“What are you
crying about, mamma?” said Vera. “From all he writes, we ought to rejoice
instead of crying.”
This was perfectly true, but the count and
the countess and Natasha all looked at her reproachfully. “And who is it that
she takes after!” thought the countess.
Nikolushka’s letter was read over hundreds
of times, and those who were considered worthy of hearing it had to come in to
the countess, who did not let it go out of her hands. The tutors went in, the
nurses, Mitenka, and several acquaintances, and the countess read the letter
every time with fresh enjoyment and every time she discovered from it new
virtues in her Nikolushka. How strange, extraordinary, and joyful it was to her
to think that her son—the little son, whose tiny limbs had faintly stirred
within her twenty years ago, for whose sake she had so often quarrelled with
the count, who would spoil him, the little son, who had first learnt to say
grusha, and then had learnt to say baba—that that son was now in a foreign
land, in strange surroundings, a manly warrior, alone without help or guidance,
doing there his proper manly work. All the world-wide experience of ages,
proving that children do imperceptibly from the cradle grow up into men, did
not exist for the countess. The growth of her son had been for her at every
stage of his growth just as extraordinary as though millions of millions of men
had not grown up in the same way. Just as, twenty years before, she could not
believe that the little creature that was lying somewhere under her heart,
would one day cry and suck her breast and learn to talk, now she could not
believe that the same little creature could be that strong, brave man, that
paragon of sons and of men that, judging by this letter, he was now.
“What style,
how charmingly he describes everything!” she said, reading over the
descriptions in the letter. “And what soul! Of himself not a word … not a word!
A great deal about a man called Denisov, though he was himself, I dare say,
braver than any one. He doesn’t write a word about his sufferings. What a
heart! How like him it is! How he thinks of every one! No one forgotten. I
always, always said, when he was no more than that high, I always used to say
…”
For over a week they were hard at work
preparing a letter to Nikolushka from all the household, writing out rough
copies, copying out fair copies. With the watchful care of the countess, and
the fussy solicitude of the count, all sorts of necessary things were got
together, and money, too, for the equipment and the uniform of the young
officer. Anna Mihalovna, practical woman, had succeeded in obtaining special
patronage for herself and her son in the army, that even extended to their
correspondence. She had opportunities of sending her letters to the Grand Duke
Konstantin Pavlovitch, who was in command of the guards. The Rostovs assumed
that “The Russian Guards Abroad,” was quite a sufficiently definite address,
and that if a letter reached the grand duke in command of the guards, there was
no reason why it should not reach the Pavlograd regiment, who were presumably
somewhere in the same vicinity. And so it was decided to send off their letters
and money by the special messenger of the grand duke to Boris, and Boris would
have to forward them to Nikolushka. There were letters from the count, the countess,
Petya, Vera, Natasha, and Sonya, a sum of six thousand roubles for his
equipment, and various other things which the count was sending to his son.
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